Monday, January 14, 2013

our consensual firmament

my hands always feel the softest when I'm holding my little girl. not like the parched, coarse, reptilian things they are the rest of the week. when I'm wringing them bloody in frustration. it all goes away when they are brushing her cheek.

we can see the stars now, if you happen to be looking. the singular, undeniable fact that we all share; looming luminously above every human variable. our consensual firmament.

the steam from the factory southwest of where I stand, billowing up from the horizon, illuminated by city lights and made somewhat arcane through silhouette of dead winter trees. "it's like watching a god being born", I say to myself, as if to assuage the guilt. my hands, cold and brittle like frozen parchment, lighting an unnecessary cigarette. it must be Monday.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

oubliette blues [1.13.2013]

like burying my face in a bear-rug soaked with a luxurious combination of tallow & alcohol, breathing in the ruin. the ghastliness & the weariness. the jagged fumes of it all, brutalizing me from the sinuses down. the brazen uselessness of it all, suffocating all things like a whiteout of acid-snow.
one day, when the sun is reaching the end of its tyrannical sovereignty, blinding all in its death-throes, we'll know the fucking name of our insignificance
by the way, Apophis, fuck you & your lack of commitment.